Characters

[felixfalora]

When we make our characters, we try to make the profiles as awesome as we can so we are guaranteed the character, so that the admin can see that we've got the talent to play that character. I joined a new Fruits Basket site and I saw an opening for Momiji, a canon I love to play. I tried to take adventage of this opportunity and make him. I got pictures and typed a lot of words, trying to show the admin I can play him... And he got taken... I finished my application the same time as a new guy who made Momiji and I didn't notice... And the admin checked him first and accepted, then told me, "Sorry, but as you see, I gave him Momiji." After I worked hard on my Momiji profile?! *drops to knees* It isn't fair! Yes, this may seem more like an emofest then a rant, but if you make one hostile comment, I will fucking track you down, shove a shotgun up your ass, and blow your fucking body into a million pieces. If you don't have anything nice to say, then get the fuck out! And I hate myself right now? Why? Because I started crying at this. Crying over a character... What is my problem?! I've never cried getting declined before... Then again I've never been totally declined before. I've gotten tips to improve my profile before being accepted, but that was it. So why am I crying?! Would someone please tell me why I am crying over a stupid site that I didn't get the character I wanted on?! Anyone at all?!